Hi ho. Im at the airport now. I swear the airport never fail to get me emo. I feel like the older i get, the more I wna be an airstewardess. But at the rate Im gng now, it feels like thats impossible. Ive been eating like a pig. &you know how being an airstewardess isnt that simple. I mean like you need the looks, you needa be smart and omg you have to be tall.. Im lacking in all? But i love travelling and i love making friends hahaha. &not only that, after being an airstewardess, i want to do much more. Like set up my own business or have my own fashion store! &being an airstewardess would make me gain experience. Sigh. "Life's an oppurtunity full of surprises and just hope you're lucky to get a good surprise!" Its all about luck. Like even if you have everything, you still need a little luck and Ive not been pretty lucky lately >:( I just hope that I would get what i really want to. And that is to be an airstewardess when i grow up.

Im staring at the plane now and imagining how the future would be like. Oh and im partly emoing. Hahaha. I swear thinking of the future freaks me out big time!

I have so much to elaborate on but i think I should just stop here.

I love this quote:

"Life is the sum of experiences that we encounter as we go through life. Day to day to struggles and triumphs are experienced by all of the world's creatures. As human beings, when we encounter a challenge, we have freedom to choose how to react. Every decision that we make leads us down another road. We will never come to exactly the same crossroads. Every decision the we make has significance. The tiniest choice that is made reverberates throughout the entire universe. "

Oh and one more thing. Can you love someone forever? I think im starting to be a non believer.