How I totally wish that every day is filled with candies, rainbows and plenty of sleep. Actually if life was super perfect, sleep wouldn't be necessary at all because we would constantly want to be awake every minute. Life has been nothing but academics. Even if its at home, we're still stuck with the same amount of homework. How very sickening is that! I find alot of peace in training now. Sadly though, Ive an injured thumb. Its swollen :/

So years passed and although this space is abandoned half the time, I still look through it several times just to see the amusing bit of how much Ive grown in terms of maturity and lately, weight. School life has been pretty chaotic as schoolworks been pilling up non stop and now it just becomes a miserable pile of things incomplete. But with such short attention span and the comfyness of being at home, I can never sit myself down and get it all started. Other than that, everyone seems to be drifting out of sight and out of memory. Some of my friends are leaving abroad and some are just non existent in my head anymore which is really devastating at times. Sometimes I feel like im so lonesome. Anyone who actually still bother reading this, is sure one true fan I have and I am grateful!! But that is if....there is...that one true fan...hmm. I'll just continue living in denial.

I just came back from Malaysia and it felt so good to put my last place of embarkation on that sheet as "Cambodia" because I am so pleased to have survived those few days which were not very bearable because of the schorching sun and the unusual sight of naked children. It was highly disturbing. I am very proud of myself! Exams approaching and I already cant wait for the very moment I set foot out of that traumatising hall after having completed my last paper. Just that joy of finally completing the set of exams is so comforting. The results part is just another miserable story I wouldnt dare elaborate on because I am really wishing for the best this time. I shall not

jinx it.

After all this blabbering, I feel like I can only understand my lingo of writting.

I think its really sad and surprising to see how much Ive grown. Look! Its 2010 and I actually thought of deleting this blog and opening up a new one to sort of "turn over a new leaf". But after reading all those past entries that Ive written, I just cant bare to see this blog gone :( Its fasting month and this is the first day that Im not fasting because Im pretty sick. Sucks eh?